My Dearest Dean,

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SleepingWithInsomnia

Published: Dec 18, 2013

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Literature Text

You can never know, what it is that you do to me
You love me for all the wrong reasons
I'm not the same that I used to be
No matter what you say or what you do...
It will never change the way
that I feel about you

I lost my grace
In your embrace
I lost my sight
in your lustful eyes
I was blinded
unable to see
that you were the greatest part of me

I raised you from perdition
stained my reputation
in tears and blood
I consumed the souls of thousands
even those of leviathan
But still I felt soulless
without your love

There's a hole in my heart
and it longs for you
you suffered with me
helped me pull through
even though
I betrayed you
countless times
Baby, I've been so untruthful
but you were the one who taught me to lie

You never hurt me
the way I hurt you
what's killing me
is that I'm killing you
You completed me
But I'm dangerous for you

I'm no angel, Dean
no, not anymore
I have fallen
disobeyed
and heaven locked it's doors
now my mind's in a civil war

You love me for everything you hate me for
I made a deal with the king of hell
you were always there for me
when I fell
stood up for me
even when I was wrong
we ended in purgatory all as well

I know I should've tried harder
to survive
but I didn't deserve to reach
your warm tender touch
Dear, I was destined to die
My soul grew cold
and my heart turned dead
your heart was too weak
to be broken again

You shouldn't forgive me
for all I have done
In this battle I'm your weakness
and without me
you would've won

My Apologies,
Cas